白纸吗？

真的是一张白纸，
不明白为什么她会发脾气，
当一个女的喜欢一个男的时，
女生最避忌的是男的会提起别的男生的好，然后介绍给她，推给她，
他们永远都不会知道，这样做只会令这个女的多痛苦，多伤心，竟然把她让给人。
把她当球看吗？还是当她是一件物品？
请不要那么自以为是，如果不喜欢，也不需要推给别人。

友谊

友谊就这样破灭了吗？
她是否顾虑太多了呢？
或许彼此心里都有刺，
我尽量把这个刺拔开了，
为什么你还亲手的建着一层玻璃呢？
口口声声说要破掉它，
我开始行动了，那你呢？
真的很失望。
眼不见为净。。。。=(

他和她

曾经的他，

脚步轻快，

不会浪费时间，

珍惜每一分每一秒，

可是当她和他走在一起时，

会放慢脚步，

陪她一起走，

记得考完试时，

看到这一幕，真的很感动：

我们走在后头，只剩他们在前面，

她却走得好快，他却跟在她的后面，静静的，陪着她，

多美的画面啊！

不管她有什么难题，他都会一一的解答，

不管什么要求，能做到的一定做，

能教的就一定教，连独立也教，

他就默默地喜欢着她，

而当她喜欢上他时，

她开始很在乎他的一举一动，

今天穿什么衣服，

今天穿什么鞋，

今天他和她说的话，

今天他信息她的话

点点滴滴的，

可是日子久了，醋劲越来越多，

他跟那个女的说话，都很在乎，很生气，

可是当她很在乎时，他就越来越冷淡了，

一刻之间，关系变得冷却，

她就每时每刻都被他的影子影响，

她想要回到从前，却做不到，想要忘掉他，

我却告诉了她，当他透明的，这一刻开始少和他接触，

可是她用错了方法，控制不了自己

她在他面前跟别的男生说话时很夸张，幼稚，亲密，

当然他很不自在，

她知道后，重复了同样的行为，

他呢，报复了，重复了她所做的，

和别的女生说话，好好的，有点亲密，

最后气得她一肚子火。

而我呢，把一切都看在眼里。

在我看来，双方都喜欢对方，可是她太过太过在乎了，有些不理智了。

如果想要回到从前，

其实把他当成朋友，凡是什么都不要太在乎，

虽然会有喜欢的存在，可是关系不会那么疆，

越在乎只会越反效果。

爱情虽然有时会不理智，可是也需要冷静的时候，理智的时候。

谢谢~

谢谢你的了解，终于让我明白，其实不用放在心上，放在心上只会让自己辛苦。
乐观和开心是我的目标~

复杂

是否所有的事情都安排好了呢？
人的内心究竟是在想什么呢？
一个想法突然闪过我的脑海中，以前的伤是否禁止着我勇敢的走进一步？
那一刻，眼睛朦朦胧胧，眼眶湿了起来。
是否无人可倾诉，为何我会给她看到我最软弱的一面？
是否一个人在外地，想起不在的他就特别想哭？
何时我变得那么脆弱？禁不起思念，禁不起打击。
迟到，不守信用？义气？从来没为了谁而向他人说对不起，除了我家人。
是否一切一切的就叫做义气？难道这两样东西只是那么那么小case？
还是被人等待觉得是一种幸福？
尊重？是否有尊重他人的私人空间？迁就他人？
忍耐。

Uni life~

          I still remember the 1st day i reached Muar,Johor with my mum, bro and aunty. It was a happy day for me that just need 8hours can reached Johor already. Nothing else, walk, shop and eat. Same for the following days at Skudai and Kulai.

         The day i registered at UTM for my Chemical Engineering courses, i saw many students registered in the early morning. So happy. But at the same time, felt sad because have to stay here about 2months. Again homesick. I put all my luggage in my room, i went out with my family to Giant, Jusco and then had a lunch, after that went back to my hostel i still havent meet my roomate yet. Continued my registered at about 2pm. Back to my room again, WHERE is my roomate??hahaa. Wholeday also cannot meet her. When i m finished keep all the things, she appeared!LOL~1st impression she gave me, she is alike with my friend, xiao hom. Found the same hobby, that was play basketball and badminton. A good arrangement for me! =)

          A suffered orintation week for us, slept at about 1pm+, woke up at about 5pm. We all were not enough sleep, make us all slept in the hall when they gave us the talk. Anyway, we still alive after one week! LOL~

         Furthermore, we need to walk and climb the stairs up to our faculty everyday. Wao, a good exercise for us. I think i can keep fit, will never fat after 1semester. A frustrated thing was the wifi in our hostel very very slow, sometimes cannot open. =(

Anyway, all the things had been settled down. I m now enjoy for my study and the life in UTM, but i m still miss my home, mum and my bed. Just need to wait for november, i can go back to my hometown already, YEAH!!

         I m happy that i had met good seniors that always take care of us, especially Kar Ngiek, Susan, Siew Tze, Andeline, Angeline,Louis, Jerry, Hui Juan,my direct seniors Kok Seng, Shu Hui....too much, if i left someone else please remind me~=)

         I miss my friend, Taylor. Thanks for had been here, let me to know about you. Although you went to Perdana study, i m still hope and wish that you will have your good life and education there. Hope to see you again, wee ann~ ^^

Static's lecturer, use English please. I m blur now.

Electric technology's lecturer, i cant really hear what you are saying. ><

Introduction to Engineering's lecturer, no comment, but still boring in the class, hmm...

Mathematics Engineering's lecturer, i dont know what you talking about.

English communication's lecturer, a new lecturer for me, i felt happy in your class. XD

爱情的价值观

爱情是不能计较的，比较的，但是可以是自私的。
一个人能够在乎你，在乎你说过的话，你做过的事，你所有的事情，而且牢牢记住在心里，这就是真正的喜欢。
一个人能够包容你，迁就你，给你幸福，这是真爱。
或许他或她都没有勇气告诉对方，可是爱情是一种很奇怪的感情，它能够让他或她都能感受得到。
如果还没在一起之前，他或她考虑了很多外在的因素是否要一起，那就不用想了，这并不会是你想要的爱情。要记住真爱是没有分彼此的，不会去在乎他或她外在的。
对我而言，爱情是一种能够让人甜蜜快乐，悲伤心痛，幸福美满的，虽然曾经伤过痛过，但这并不会是我的阻碍，只是我会考虑了某些因素到底适合吗？虽然有人说没试过怎么知道呢？我的答案是他所做的一切只会让我活在猜度，疑心，恐惧，也就是说没有安全感，那就什么都不用想了。
曾经，我既然不问为什么，虽然还喜欢着，可是那时候我觉得我没有权利去管你的自由，这是否在放弃呢？
可是爱情的自私，在乎，时时刻刻想要知道对方的所在，做过什么也不要太over and over,这只会让人一点自由都没有。
曾经，我朋友就是这样对别人，搞得躲他，block他，不回他，何必呢？做不成情人还可以做朋友的，何必去烦人呢？既然对方不想继续，就做普通朋友啊。别想不开啊~ Don't be too OVER please~ to me, yes too~ =)

容忍是有限度的

容忍是有限度的，火山还没爆发，别以为能这样对我，忍受你只是不想吵，能够把东西做完，好聚好散。
真的很失望也很心痛，当你是朋友，对你好，对你的关心，什么都和你分享，所有所有的竟然换来冷言冷语，我做错了吗？如果有请告诉我，我也想知道。
或许你会听到我在说你，可是我只在诉苦，对，我有说你，因为这是事实，重要的不做，做一些不重要的事，我不想把事情拖到月尾，你没想过我九月头要去读书了，很多东西还没做，还没收拾，我只想要那几天假期来收拾我所需的，而不是懒惰，ok?
还是因为我没拿锁匙，你需要早到，我不必?有些东西不用说出口，因为懒就要有代价。况且我没有说不给你睡...
真不知道该怎么处理现在我和你的关系..

第二十二届丹中运动会 SMPCH Olahraga~

Woke up early today, want a big sleep >< . Went to eat breakfast with my aunty at 九龙, 咖喱猪肠粉~weeeeee~ The Olahraga was started at about 930am by the student rounds the padang and sing Negaraku, Kelantan's Song, School's Song and Sport's Song. So hot today, many students cant tahan, pengsan!!My good brother ke po went to help them, >< . Actually got St John, just let them do their job what. Anyway, they started to 喷水so that they will feel better. All the day, we as a 裁判员 also want pengsan already, the Sun so big, very hot enough!><

At last, we as the member of 中华校友会 had to run 8x50m, compete with other teachers, lolz. Our group members, most of them cant run so fast, but other groups got so many young teachers. Lastly, we were lost, and get number 4 ( only got 5 groups ).

too hot already, they tried to 喷水

my good bro sot sot~XD

naikkan bendera

BusY and TiReD~@@

As usual, i went to work today. I quickly start my job as i need to go out after student's rest time. All the JPA documents had been done finished today, no more, just left PTPTN. I went out by myself, not accompanied by my good brother, so tired, went to Pustaka Sri Intan, Maybank, school, Kangaroo...and then back to my working place. Although i felt tired, i still waiting the time pass to reach 4pm!!hahaa~ Because we ajok sama sama sekali went to Renaissance Hotel to watch the concert of CHKB Marching Band and the ticket was free as given by my friend~XD

When reached there, a lot of programme while it just a short time~XD

First, nyanyikan lagu negaraku dan lagu sekolah~wao, i think back my study time~missed that time so much ><.

After that, our school marching band started their perfomance, Festival Espana, 可爱的玫瑰花, Can't Take My  Eyes off You, The King of Pop, I only Care About You, Nobody, 热情的沙漠........singing, magic show, break dance....

When they want to start their perfomance of Nobody, me and my brother said why not playing Bo-Peep??hahaa, we did the action of Bo-Peep lalu~Lolz~

A good memory for me today~ ^^

当双子遇上双子

当双子遇上双子时会是怎样的呢？这问题曾经出现在我脑海。

虽然之前认识了一位双子，可是很少mix，始终没答案~

就在前一个月，遇到了另一个双子，当三个双子在一起又会是怎样呢？

一、水火不容？二、和睦融融？

当然....这两个都不是，而是....我们都变成了小孩~很爱玩、很疯、很傻，什么是都ok!

这就是我要的friendship~X)

虽然认识另一个双子才一个月，可我们就像老朋友，连朋友都说：“你们很熟hor?”。怎么了，你吃醋吗？这就是双子~XD

或许一样都是双字，O型，我们什么都ok，不需要说什么，我们心里有数~

跟双子们在一起，不再伪装，另一个自己从内心世界跑了出来，变了另一个双子，因为遇到对的双子~=)

当遇到不对的呢？当然你不会看到真实的我...XP